been on my mind all morning long....

Right before i made myself get up for work this morning i was dreaming about Ashley. I got to work and they told me to get all the kids up from nap, so i go into this room thats filled with our cribs, but it wasnt our nap room. well i see this child standing up in her bed, and i ran back out of the room. i started crying and said i cant go in there. and the girls i work with said well you have to. YOU have to get them up. i said but i cant, my baby's in there. the lil bald chubby kid standing in her bed was Ashley. so i go in and get her up and she says i can walk myself and i said ok. mind you i work with infants and toddlers and never have any of them talked like this. it's always beginers babble. and to make this wierder, there was also these two people in lab coats in the corner of the room and one hada sandwich and the other asked where did you get that and the guy said, this is that room whenever you think about something you want you get it, i wanted bolongia and cheese. anyway.... i walk her into this other room and she gets on a tricycle and she looks back at me and says will you stay with me? and i sit down. i just watch her. and shes making figure eights in the like glitter covered floor. i ask her if she hurts and she said no not anymore. and i said you do know i hate when you leave, and she said cant you come with me this time? and i said no i cant. and she said but i miss you and i said i missed her and then someone was telling me times up, you need to go now. and then i just woke up.